Okay so I never thought I would be hearing those words again.  After you go though the many stages of finding out your child has Autism you put on your big girl panties and face it head on.  At first you just can't believe anything they are telling you.  Then you are all strong and brave for a few minutes than you just fall all apart.  After a while you see that things are going to be fine...maybe even good.  Then after a few years you don't even really think about what it would've been like because the child you have is an amazing person.  You can't even imagine him being any different. 

Life goes on and you are finally in a good place and then....BAM!!!  You hit that damn door again!  You are now going to all kinds of meetings at school and your making all kinds of doctor appointments.  Your trying to find out just what in the hell is going on.  This kid is nothing like your first child and if anyone should know if your child has something wrong then it should be you right?!?!  I mean come on... you have been though this before and you know all the signs.  Well guess what...there are many types of Autism.  Some signs get missed because you don't even really realize that they are there.  You don't notice it as much because they are not the in your face signs.