A fork in the road.

There comes a time in your life when you have a fork in the road and you just don't know what way to go.  I'm at that fork.  If I stay on the path I'm on things are just going to stay the way they are and I'm going to be unsettled all the time.  If I chose the other then my life will not be the same.  I really don't know what to do and I'm scared at the thought of things never being the same.  If I stay then I'm just letting myself get walked on and used again.  What to do...

I guess God has it all worked out and there really is nothing I can do without prayer and putting it in His hands.  I again think of my favorite verus and know all will be ok.

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own."  Matthew 6:34

Waiting, waiting waiting.  That's pretty much how the last six months have gone for us around here.  Waiting for the "big one" and I don't mean a heart attack.  Waiting for counselors, waiting for the psychiatrists, waiting for the big one!  I really get so tired of waiting!!  Now I'm waiting on a return phone call from the Henry Ford.  Our lives are being turned upside down and all we can do is wait!


Sorry about that I think I may have just had a mental break down.  I really don't want to go into a ton of detail, and I really don't want to tell the world whats going on in our private lives right now.  Just know that we are having some issues with our son and that we need all the prayers we can get.  Pray for peace for Benjamin.  Pray for strength for Matt and I.  Most importantly, if you hear something please don't be quick to judge.  We need all the love and support we can get right now from family and friends.